It had to be you

I’m completely unfocused tonight because MCS had an online concert and I watch and I saw B a couple times and I miss him extra a lot now. I sent about a million messages and he texted me to ask if I sent ’spoonz’ and I said ‘of course I did!’ My only requests were for ‘Perfect Teeth’ and B’s ass and I got them both!! Really!…There was a spotlight on his ass when he went to hand Justin a guitar. Just what I wanted

This morning I met Keena (my realtor) to walk through some houses. There were a few I liked, but one was next to apartments, one was the nicest house on the block, and one had only 1 really tiny bathroom (so small the tp had to be attached to the back of the door.) The rest of the houses has heinously bad layouts and nonfunctional kitchens. So I’m gonna keep looking. I sent her about 20 more houses I want to see.

The other thing I was thinking about tonight was how strange it is to have B home. He’ll be back in a week until July 8th-ish. Whenever we’re hanging out I just look over and think to myself…he’s right here, right next to me, not on the phone, not on aim, not on video chat…right here! I’ve known B for about 3 years and the entire time he’s been on tour. The only good thing about him being gone so much is I appreciate every second we have together and I try to be as present as possible the entire time.

I’m gonna stop before everyone throws up on their keyboard

Dream within a dream

Took advantage of the heat and spent the day outside. Started off cleaning out my car, which I think was getting a bit smelly because it was pretty much turning into a trash can. Swam for the first time this summer, floating on my back watching the clouds. Later, while I was sitting on the deck eating lunch, my mom noticed a 1800Flowers truck pulling into the driveway. A dozen white roses and a Congrats! balloon from B. I’m so lucky – he never ceases to surprise and amaze me.

Then came the rain, dark skies and 80 mph winds. Crazyness…the storm blew in in about 5 minutes and we headed to the basement as a tornado warning scrolled across the TV.  15 minutes later I was back up stairs talking to B online and shopping online for dresses and a new swimsuit.

Now I’m laying on my freshly washed sheets, watching The Princess Bride (one of the best movies EVER) and listening to my dad’s band rock out in the basement.

Perfect day…so thankful.

Hey trendy

every time i see a girl wearing those over-sized hipster granny glasses and thinking they are cool i want to punch them in the face. remember when you were 14 and you had to wear them to see and everyone made fun of you because you looked goofy…you still do. just because it’s in an american apparel ad doesn’t mean it will make you cool. it just makes you look like a big nerd who hasn’t gotten any ever.

the end.

when i got home from work today there was a big envelop with ‘do not bend’ printed on it. i assumed it was something from etsy, but i only ordered rings and that was not a ring shaped envelope. did i order something and completely forget? nope…my amazing boyfriend ordered this print for me because i loved it so much and it looks like us. yay! yay! yay!