It had to be you

I’m completely unfocused tonight because MCS had an online concert and I watch and I saw B a couple times and I miss him extra a lot now. I sent about a million messages and he texted me to ask if I sent ’spoonz’ and I said ‘of course I did!’ My only requests were for ‘Perfect Teeth’ and B’s ass and I got them both!! Really!…There was a spotlight on his ass when he went to hand Justin a guitar. Just what I wanted

This morning I met Keena (my realtor) to walk through some houses. There were a few I liked, but one was next to apartments, one was the nicest house on the block, and one had only 1 really tiny bathroom (so small the tp had to be attached to the back of the door.) The rest of the houses has heinously bad layouts and nonfunctional kitchens. So I’m gonna keep looking. I sent her about 20 more houses I want to see.

The other thing I was thinking about tonight was how strange it is to have B home. He’ll be back in a week until July 8th-ish. Whenever we’re hanging out I just look over and think to myself…he’s right here, right next to me, not on the phone, not on aim, not on video chat…right here! I’ve known B for about 3 years and the entire time he’s been on tour. The only good thing about him being gone so much is I appreciate every second we have together and I try to be as present as possible the entire time.

I’m gonna stop before everyone throws up on their keyboard

I’m voting for…

The MCS concert in Vegas next week is being webcast! So fun!

http://www.deeprockdrive.com/event/5467/motion_city_soundtrack

B: watch it
B: you can vote
B: and you can send messages saying im hot
B: and the band will see them
B: its fully interactive
S: where do the messages go?
B: on screens all over the stage
B: so the band can read them
S: i totally will
S: tell them to play perfect teeth!
S: i’m putting in my request now
B: you have to tell them silly
S: you tell them!
S: you’re the boss
B: they play whatever gets voted for
B: i dont tell shit
B: this is an interactive show
B: you vote, and they play whatever is winning at that moment
S: plaaay it!!
S: there’s my vote
B: ok is there something you dont understand here!
S: i understand i want to hear perfect teeth and i want to see your butt
S: those are my votes
B: ITS NOT TIME TO VOTE YET!
S: vote your ass onto the screen
B: ok you are killing me here

Everything is alright

Spent the day sitting on the deck reading The Secret. I’m kind of into it. What can I lose believing I can have everything I ever want? I’d say it’s worth a chance. For the last year I’ve been focused on buying a house and now with my raise I’ll be able to. My goal was to buy a house before I turn 25 and I never for a second thought I wouldn’t be able to do it. I’m very much looking forward to celebrating a quarter century in MY house

I was outside for 3 or 4 hours and ended up with a bit of sun burn. After reading I walked about 3 miles. Stole my sisters iPod holder and listened to MCS, which really makes me power walk. I need to get my own because I have very small arms and I have to wrap it around twice to attach the velcro. Or I could build up some huge guns to remedy the problem.

Now I’m watching the Pistons game and thinking about the Nutella/peanut butter covered banana I have in the freezer.

The sports announcers are talking about godaddy.com for some reason. One dude said he wonders what kind of information is on that website and he’s going to check it out when he gets home….I think he’ll be a little disappointed because it’s just a bunch of nerdy website stuff.

And now in keeping with The Secret, here’s my gratitude list:

+ quiet day alone + sunny and warm + cuddly kitten + ducks hanging out by the pool + veggie blt + cute texts from B + walking + listening to MCS + Pistons + 2 more days off + positive thinking + talking to B before I fall asleep

Back to work

B was home for a couple of days, so I’ve been away from the computer. Monday morning I picked him up from the hotel and we took his parents out to lunch at CPK. His dad is hilarious and kept swearing when we couldn’t get his seat belt on. After lunch we hung out at his house for a bit and then went to meet the band at the mall, which they were already walking to. B picked up half of them and then I found the other two walking along the side of the road and picked them up as well. The mall was quite boring and B only bought a prezzie for Justin. He wanted to buy me something…anything, but I never let him buy me stuff.

After the mall there was lots of driving back and forth and picking up various band members and a trip to the office supply store. Then we piled into mine and B’s cars and went to dinner at Ronin…almost forgetting Pavan on the way. The whole way there I kept thinking ‘don’t crash…you can’t kill the band!’ We ate a massive amount of sushi and there was a sweet argyle cake to celebrate Justin being sober for one year.

Then it was back to the bus before a group of us headed to the WAB for a few drinks. I didn’t drink and got super cranky. We went to the Post and I hung out with Klair the rest of the night. Lots of drama…people shouldn’t be such liars.

Tuesday I went to work for a webchat and station meeting and then headed downtown to meet B around 3. There was a Tiger’s game and The Color Purple all right near the venue so parking was horrible, but a nice homeless man found me a space to park for free, all the while eying the change in my car, which I gave to him. I sat in the bus for a while watching GSN while B worked. Then he, Jesse, and I went to Slows and stuffed our selves with veggie BBQ. Being downtown makes me a crazy driver and I highly doubt Jesse will ever get in my car again. B probably wouldn’t either, but he doesn’t have much choice!

Back on the bus I watch more game shows with the band and then went inside to watch MCS’s set. Lots of screaming girls…always entertaining. Met up with Jenn and Lindsey before Panic and got hit on by an old man. He asked if he could sit next to me and I told him I didn’t mind but my boyfriend would and Jenn screamed across the table for him to leave her girlfriend alone. The lesbian angle always works.

Met up with B and had a drink with a bunch of his friends that had come out for the show. Tried to watch the Pistons game, but there was something wrong with the tv and it was all blurry. B decided he wanted to go home and sleep. He dropped me off at my car and I made it about 30 seconds after he pulled away before I burst into tears. I know he’ll be back tomorrow on their day off, but I still cry every time.

Now I’m at work and I don’t feel like doing anything, but my boss just gave me a huge redesign to work on, which is going to be a giant pain in the ass. I’d much rather be in bed with B watching movies…maybe tomorrow.